Its not always easy to motivate oneself.sometimes the pain we feel the suffering we bared but yet we don’t give up,we push harder to be successful. The thought of suicidal ,depression, rushes through my blood as I pled for help,little did I know that I was my motivator.I was to pick myself up lock away my suffering to be better .welcome all the kind hearted people around me and immersed in nature and forget about it all.
Sometimes we just have to get up dress up and word for what we want. Be your motivator,be your mentor,be your own boss,its not always going to be easy but its worth not giving up .ope
Your my weakness but you fail to see.
Every little thing I do for your sake but you don’t care.
I feel so empty without you,so little, so weak .you drain my energy and laugh at my pains.the pain you cause upon me the loneliness,the hurt,the heartbreak.
The pain I will always have in my heart. You cause a spell upon me to hate love and trick emotions.emotions that words can’t explain but you fail to see the pain that you cause upon me.
How will I love again when the monster you have create have no mercy on love.
No feelings, no emotions,just pain.will I ever love again? Or continued to be the monster of love and pain..
Sometimes the people around you won’t understand your journey.
But they don’t need to its not for them.
Life goes on …whether we choose to move on or take a chance in the unknown.
Life itself is not as bad as it may be.
There are times,that we call memories,joy,peace,love,trust these sometimes make life itself what it is.
In the end we only regret the chances we didn’t take,yes and we call that life itself.
Enjoying your life without comparing with that of another is life itself.
In the end we only have one life .
Be life itself
Every night I stare at my window,wondering where you are,who you with,only to know that you doesn’t exists.
Images in my mind what you like,the taste of your lips and the tender touch of your hands,only to know that doesn’t exists.
Tall and muscular you maybe that shines through me.
Is it just a dream or my wish.
The wish I long for to exist ,or am I just a dreamer that those dream seems to vanished. The dream I hope for to exist but suddenly it vanished .
Yes it vanished in thin air because am just a dreamer that who’s dream never to exist.
The man in head that no one can take out or away .the man in my dreams that dream only for me.
All I ever ask for was peace in my heart.
But how, when,where,
Where can I find that,when the pain,the hate,the bitterness, the void the gap keep reflecting in my emotions in my sleep in my dreams.
This cold heart of mine won’t allow it.
Won’t allow it to pass,heart so cold as ice the pain still won’t go.
This was not what I hope for
All I wanted was peace ,a little peace inside I ask for.
But nothing won’t change .
The time is borrow ,the world will forget my name .
When will I find peace in this cold heart of mine
Distant skies and heart desires are yielding
Yield to the sound of your voice
The sound of love in disguise
The wanting of the need of lust
Imagine today with a promise of us
The lies the deceit forgotten by a touch
The lips of an angel with a death lust
That’s right with wings extended to help me fly even when you make me cry
But what is love without lustful desires.